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Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Chapter 3 - The women talk with Sophia and Maria


The women had gathered refreshments and light snacks and settled into Rose’s private sitting room.  Iced tea with lemon for the girls and Pina Colada’s for the older women.  There were fresh vegetables with choices of either ranch dressing or a spicy Cajun dip mix and also finger sandwiches that were left over from the birthday party.

Madame Alpha Gina and Annie both remarked to Rose on how nice the sitting room had turned out since Rose had it redecorated as a 40th birthday present from Frank and her children.  The wall above the chair rail was covered in pale mauve wallpaper with small crème and burgundy flowers interwoven throughout the pattern and below the chair rail was shadow-box wainscoting painted burgundy that perfectly matched the wallpaper and the woodwork was painted in the coordinating crème color.  Dark green silk drapes covered the windows on the back wall with a gas powered stone fireplace between them.  A crème colored leather sofa faced the fireplace and two dark green chairs were placed nearby, flanking the stone fireplace.  A large family picture dominated the pride of place area above the mantle showing both Carlucci families and the love and closeness between the two families was evident.  The walls were decorated with pictures of her family throughout the years, involved in their many athletic pursuits and Pack functions.  All in all it was a very feminine room and one Rose retreated to get away from her extremely masculine husband and their seven sons.  The only one who was allowed in the room without an express invitation was Sophia, who also used the room as a getaway. 

Madame Alpha Gina turned around and saw the wall to wall bookcases with the door flanked between the shelves and started laughing.  “I thought you got away from your obsessive reading of romance books,” she said. 

“Oh no, being married to Frank I still need all the romance I can get.  Just don’t tell him I said that,” she told her best friends with a laugh.  “He tries, really he does and I love him more then anything in the world, but his idea of romance is to rotate the tires in my car or growl if he sees another man look at me, then look at me and grin.  I still think he’s eighteen sometimes.”

“Men,” stated Gina with a sigh.  “Did I tell you Carlo almost ran one of the Omega’s from the store the other day?  I had been grocery shopping at our store and Trent, Gary and Kendra’s son, helped me to the car to load the groceries in the trunk.  Apparently Carlo saw him from the office and came running out of the store like a bat out of hell, skidded to a stop and growled loudly at him and made him submit, all the while hollering “MINE”, like the poor boy didn’t know who I was.  I was mortified and called Kendra and apologized, thankfully she understood since her husband still does the same thing to her too.” 

“Joe about took Vinnie’s arm off last month when we went to the Ford dealership to pick out trucks for Paulo and Michael for their sixteenth birthday.  He apparently made the colossal mistake of opening the door for me and then touching my back to help me over the threshold.  Joe started growling, squeezed Vinnie’s arm and said “MINE”, like Vinnie didn’t know that.  I mean he’s only grown up with us and is both boys Godfather,” said Annie with just more then a hint of sarcasm in her voice. “After being together over twenty years and having six youngsters together, I think everybody knows, I mean seriously. Plus, it’s not like Vinnie doesn’t have a mate and four youngsters himself.”

“Rose, did you get a chance to tell Gina what happened at the Hospital job site up at Hagerstown last week?” asked Annie.

“I haven’t heard anything about this little tale yet.  Carlucci Construction is building that new complex of Doctors offices up there, aren’t they?” questioned Gina.

“Yes, we are.  Frank and Joe were so proud they got the job, even though their bid wasn’t the lowest.  Carlucci Construction has gotten such a good reputation throughout the state that many firms are coming to them first and not even sending out requests for bids from other construction companies,” said Annie with pride. 

“Anyway, I went to the job site to drop off lunch for Frank, Joe and Annie, it was my turn since it was Annie’s week to work in the office.  We were standing by the trunk, getting the cooler out of the back and all of a sudden we hear, ‘bend over a little further baby, show me what you got, ooh honey give me a little more wiggle, sweetie I think I’ve died and gone to heaven, and several other things we can’t mention right now.’  Well, Annie and I looked at each other and giggled,” said Rose.  “Nothing like a little male appreciation to make you feel better about turning forty.”

“Apparently Frank and Joe didn’t feel the same as they came flying through the door of the construction trailer office like it was on fire, grabbed us and hauled us into their sides. They growled low in their throats, and said ‘MINE’.  Turns out the group of guys were an electric crew that had been brought in from a Pack from the Eastern Shore.  You never saw a group of guys scatter that fast once they realized who they had been heckling, and what the consequences could be.  Frank and Joe can be just a bit intimidating,” Annie said with a laugh. 

Sophia and Maria, who were sitting on the floor between the sofa and coffee table, were looking at their mothers and Madame Gina and giggled quietly listening to them talk about the men in their families.  Everyone knew how possessive male Weres were, but their fathers and apparently Alpha Carlo took it way over the top.

Sophia wondered if Anthony was going to be as possessive and decided she would have to talk to him about it since she had outside interests she would continue to pursue, such as the dance classes her and Maria attended.  She wanted him to understand she understood the need to be possessive, but she would continue to have a life of her own, not just as his mate. 

Rose looked at her daughter and niece and said quietly, “I bet you two have a lot of questions and we will answer anything that you ask.  First though, we will be telling you a lot of information about the mating pull and what it means.  Then we will go into the rules that you must follow no matter what temptation you may be feeling.  To follow those temptations could mean banishment from the Pack Sophia and Maria, so please listen carefully.  We realize this is a lot to digest right now, that’s why we put notebooks in front of you so you can write the information down and any questions you have.  Remember we will always be here to answer any questions you have and to discuss anything you need to.”

“We want to make sure both of you realize how proud we are of the young ladies you have become.  We know with so many older brothers and cousins it hasn’t always been easy, especially since they are so protective of the both of you.  But there are reasons for that which you may not be aware of,” said Annie.

“One of the reasons why young female Weres are so protected is that in the last fifteen years there have been fewer and fewer females born, not just in our Pack, but nationwide.  I’m sure you’ve seen the difference in how many males there are in the Pack versus the number of females.  The decision was made by the Alpha Council that all unmated females would be protected at all cost, since they are the futures of the Packs.  One rule is they are always to be escorted by at least one male member of their household, unless they are with their parent.  Another set of rules that were put in place is the rules for dating and we will get into those in more detail later since it is much more involved,” added Gina.

“The last mandate is they are to be trained in self-defense, but not necessarily combat, that was left up to each individual pack.  South Mountain Pack follows these mandates and then amped them up, which is no surprise considering that Frank and Joe, as the top two Beta’s, are in charge of security for the Pack,” said Gina and all five women started laughing knowing how overprotective Frank and Joe were. 

“Any questions so far?” asked Rose to Sophia and Maria, “Like we said earlier this is a lot of information to comprehend, and we are just getting started.  Feel free to interrupt us, if we say something you don’t understand.”  All three women noted that the girls had written the mandates into their notebooks. 

“Okay, then we will get started with the first rule about unmated females always being escorted by one male member of their household if their parents aren’t there.    Nationwide, in the last several years, the number of underage Weres being mated unwillingly has decreased because of this and the mandatory age of eighteen was put into effect to protect underage female Weres from predators, rape and unwanted mating.  Well, obviously this is one rule Frank and Joe have amped up.  All unmated female Weres in our Pack are always escorted by at least two males or more depending on where they are going and what they are doing.” stated Madame Gina.

“We don’t want to get you worried, but remember to always be on guard, if your wolf tells you something is wrong, listen to her.  Trust your wolf, she will have a better sense of your surroundings then you will and if you feel uneasy at any time, immediately tell your escorts, whether it be Anthony, your brothers, cousins or your parents.  Remember your safety is the most important thing and we would rather overreact then to have something happen to you,” continued the Madame Alpha. 

“As you have been taught, if your escorts give you the command ‘PROTEGGERE’, go immediately with them without question, no matter what you are doing.  You have been taught that ‘PROTEGGERE’ is a command that is only used in an emergency and using that command means they feel a threat and want to remove you from the situation,” said Rose with a firm voice.  “Sophia, I want to stress this to you, I don’t care if you are in the middle of an argument with Anthony, if he or anybody else gives you that command, then you go.  No questions, no pouting and no trying to pull away from him.” 

Sophia and Maria made a note in their notebooks – if ‘PROTEGGERE’ is commanded,  must immediately follow all instructions as taught, no matter what is going on.  Dire consequences if our fathers find out we disobeyed. 

“Maria, since you and Sophia are usually together and she will be spending more time in Anthony’s company, he will become your primary protector as well as Sophia’s.  The Clan will follow his lead pertaining to the safety of both of you when you are together.  If he isn’t around, I’m sure your brothers and cousins will revert back to what they have always done in the past with you and Sophia, but we’ll check with your father and Uncle Frank just to make sure,” added Annie. 

The girls made another note – Anthony primary protector with Clan following.  Revert to normal if he isn’t here.

“If anything, Anthony will be even more overprotective then your brothers and cousins, since he will be protecting his intended mate.  I’ll ask you in advance to not get upset with my son if he starts acting like an ass, but knowing my son, I know that’s a hopeless cause.  Look at what he did to poor Scott tonight, he hadn’t even publicly stated his declaration, let alone talked with us, Frank or Rose or more importantly Sophia.  Which reminds me, Sophia did he say anything to you about the mating pull that we didn’t notice?  I never saw him talk to you tonight, except to wish you Happy Birthday.  Did I miss something?” asked Gina.

Sophia and Maria wrote – Anthony will probably act like an overprotective ass, but Madame Gina said not to worry he can’t help it. 

“No, Madame Gina, he never spoke to me before the incident with Scott.  When he said Happy Birthday, he was looking and talking to Sal, not me.  He never even said anything when he knocked me into the pool,” said Sophia with a blush and a giggle as she remembered how it felt to be held by Anthony.  “I saw him following us with a frown on his face and his arms crossed over his chest as we walked around thanking everybody for coming to the party, but honestly, I had no clue what he was doing and why, I figured our brothers were busy and had asked him to follow us, and that was why he was frowning.”

“That’s what I thought.  That boy has no concept of patience or decorum; he’s just like his father sometimes.  The least he could have done was wait to declare himself after talking to his own parents, let alone yours and especially you Sophia.  I’m surprised you aren’t upset he declared himself without talking to you first,” said Gina.

“Well, I can’t say I’m not a little upset.  I had always pictured it being a little more romantic like giving me a bouquet of daisies and taking me out to a nice restaurant, like Roberto’s,” said Sophia with another giggle and even deeper blush.  “But him telling Scott to let go of ‘his girl’ several times was kinda cute, and then saying he was gonna rip ‘his arm out of his body’ was definitely exciting.”

“And hot, really hot.  Scorching hot,” said Maria and leaned into Sophia’s side as the girls fanned themselves with their hands and giggled uncontrollably. 

“Do you know how Anthony’s father declared himself to me?” asked Gina.

Both girls looked at their Madame Alpha and said no.

Annie and Rose looked at each other, then at Gina and started laughing hysterically.  “I think Anthony is taking after his father more and more, thank goodness he didn’t knock her to the ground,” said Annie. 

“Or finish up like Carlo did, Frank, Joe and the boys would have killed him,” said Rose laughing so hard she was crying.  Sophia and Maria looked at each other in bewilderment while the three older women continued to look at each other and laugh.

“Carlo, Frank and Joe had been away all summer for a mandatory sabbatical and missed my seventeenth birthday party, on the day of their return Rose, Annie and I were walking down Main Street and heard the sounds of an accident.  We looked up and saw Carlo’s truck get rear-ended, and then he hit two parked cars and went up over the curb.  Next thing we know, he’s flying out of the truck and barreling towards us.  He knocks me down, sniffs my neck and starts screaming ‘MINE’ over and over again.  I was screaming for him to get off of me, people were pulling at him and he was uhmm uhmm,” she looked at Annie and Rose for help and getting none, “rubbing suggestively against the side of my leg and the sidewalk.”

Sophia and Maria were looking at their Madame Alpha with wide-eyes, and had their hands in front of their faces trying to hide the giggles that were pouring out of their mouths.  Annie and Rose had their heads down and continued to laugh hysterically. 

“After he was uhmm uhmm, finished,” Gina said with her hands in air quotes around the word finished, “he got up and had to face my father and brothers.  Daddy asked if he had anything to say, Carlo said ‘he thought I may be his mate’ and Daddy said if that display meant anything, I better be his mate.  So you see Sophia, at least Anthony behaved himself at least a little, but it appears that behaving inappropriately seems to be a Rossi trait.” 

“Your father and your Uncle Joe weren’t any better Sophia.  When you get older we’ll tell you some of their adventures, but to be honest with you, you may never be old enough,” said Rose with a chuckle, as Annie and Gina looked on knowingly.

“Now, about the mating pull, as we have been telling you, once a male Were finds his mate, his first instinct will be to protect her, whether she feels this is needed or not.  They will growl and want to fight men who happen to glance at you or inadvertently touch you.  This is normal, not always wanted, but normal.  They can’t help but act like Neanderthals sometimes,” Madame Gina said. “The best advice I can give you is to go on with your life like you have always done.  Keep in mind, if you look at or talk too long to another male, especially one that isn’t a family member and is unmated, your intended mate will feel this overwhelming need to re-mark you as his.  So be prepared to be hauled up against him, and have him sniff your neck and hair.”

Both girls wrote – men are Neanderthals, put up with his growling and posturing.

“This sniffing will not only calm them down by reassuring them that you are fine, but it will transfer his scent onto you and yours onto him, ensuring him that you are his.  They will scent you like this every time you are away from them for any length of time, or they think somebody has gotten too close to you,” finished Rose.

Both girls dutifully wrote – let him sniff us to calm him down, even if it annoys us, he needs this for reassurance.

“I personally found with Joe that it was easier and reassured him more when I would go up to him after we had been separated, I think it fed his massive ego.  For me, it was just easier then being hauled up against him like a sack of potatoes,” said Annie.

Sophia and Marie giggled at that remark, as they had both seen their mothers doing the exact thing and the look of possession on their fathers faces.  Sophia made sure to write that little fact down in her notebook – walk up to Anthony to reassure him, and do it often, she looked at Maria’s notebook and saw she wrote – walk up to ______ to reassure him, and do it often.  Both girls looked at each other and grinned. 

“Another thing you will notice is your mate will want to feed you all the time.  The men take mandatory cooking classes, but the majority of them still can’t cook worth anything, unless it’s out on the grill, or they order Chinese food or pizza, they are really good at that.  The best thing to do if they invite you over to dinner is to eat beforehand, this way if the food isn’t good at least you will be full.  Actually, Anthony is a pretty good cook, but eat before you come over anyway,” said Gina.

“The men don’t realize we know the real reason for the cooking classes, which is so they don’t hurt or kill us.  Weres heal fast, but even food poisoning takes a while to get over,” Rose said with a laugh.  “Somehow though, I think it makes them nervous to cook for their mates, especially their intended mates.  Almost as if it’s a job interview or something, like they have to get the Ziti cooked just right, or we would leave them.  I know when I was dating Frank, I ate so much overcooked and undercooked pasta it was pitiful, and I would look at him and smile and he would look so proud of himself I couldn’t tell him how awful it was.  His cooking has gotten much better over the years though, and he does an exceptional job at heating leftovers and is even better at ordering take-out.”

“Joe is really good at heating soup.  You would think after having a chef teaching him how to cook for twenty years he could at least cook something edible, the only thing I am able to stomach is when he cooks on the grill,” added Annie.

Sophia and Maria both wrote in their notebooks – eat before going to their house for dinner, compliment him and don’t let him know how bad it really is.

“Oh, and watch out for ‘the move’, Joe had this move he would do when I came over for dinner.  He told Frank and Carlo about it and they tried it too, so I’m sure it is being passed onto the boys.  When I would be at the sink or in the kitchen to help clean up the mess he made, he would casually put his hand on my waist and lean into me and reach for something.  He would scent my neck and hair and whisper something inane into my ear,” Annie said laughing, “I knew exactly what he was up to, but I just played along and it made him feel better.  Every now and then, if he got too close, I would hit him upside the head.  I really enjoyed that part of it.”

Both girls dutifully wrote – watch out for ‘the move’ and hit him upside the head if needed.

“Mama, I’ve seen Daddy still do that to you,” said Maria with a giggle. “Sometimes you laugh and sometimes you still hit him upside the head.”  Everyone in the room laughed along with Maria and her mother.

“Do you have any questions so far?” asked Rose to both Sophia and Maria.

“No ma’am,” they both replied.

“Okay, next thing we are going to discuss is your training.  As we said previously, all underage female Weres are taught self-defense classes, but all females in our Pack are also taught combat training.  The reason for this is we wanted to make sure that not only could you defend yourselves against an attack, but taking the offensive would throw your attacker off kilter for a few moments, allowing time for reinforcements to come in to help or allow you time to escape,” said Madame Gina.  “What phrase do Frank and Joe teach you?”

“The best defense is a good offense,” stated Sophia and Maria in unison, “and working hard and working together will always make us winners no matter what the eventual outcome, and make sure we kick their ass before they kick ours.”

“Frank and Joe sure have a way with words,” Gina said with a laugh.  Rose and Annie hung their heads down laughing, they knew the first part of the motto, but had never heard the last line before that night.

“Well, I guess that covers your training.  It seems Frank and Joe have things well in hand.  Now comes the most serious part of the discussion,” said Madame Alpha Gina.  “Dating and the rules that must be followed, I’ll let your mothers handle most of the discussion and comment when appropriate.”

Both girls wrote – follow our motto and kick some ass when needed.

“Before we start, I do want to say I am happy that you are Anthony’s chosen mate; I could not imagine him with a lovelier young lady and hope the both of you are extremely happy.  Finding your mate, especially at such a young age, is extremely difficult, but the final result will be its own reward.  For your mother and me, that final result will be grandchildren, but that will be years and years down the road.  Many, many years,” said Madame Gina with a twinkle in her eye.

“Thank you ma’am,” said Sophia with a blush on her face at the thought of having little ones with Anthony and what that meant.  Maria looked at her and the two girls leaned into each other and started giggling.   

“Girls, the rules are something that must be followed at all times.  Maria, these rules will apply to you when your intended mate is found,” said Annie with a smile, “and I bet your father is hoping that is years in the future.  So for now, we will address everything to Sophia.”

“Sophia, you will never be allowed to be alone with your intended mate.  Knowing your father, I’m sure he will make sure you will be accompanied by at least two of your brothers or cousins at all times, plus Maria since you are usually together.  Please follow this dictate, for temptation can be great and the consequences dire if something unforeseen happens,” stated Rose with a calm gentle voice.

Both girls wrote – NEVER be alone with our intended mate; ALWAYS have at least two family members.  Follow rules, temptation is great but consequences dire if not followed.

“Both of you were brought to the Pack Doctor for a complete physical the morning of your fifteenth birthday and were given an internal exam.  This was done to ensure your purity.  This exam will be done the morning on your birthday up to and including your eighteenth birthday.   If you have been found to be breached, then you and your partner will be expelled from the pack.  You must remain pure until your eighteenth birthday, this is not only a Pack mandate, but a Council mandate and must be obeyed,” stated Madame Alpha, “the only other reason why you would be breached would be rape.  If that happens, you of course would be protected and not blamed, but the penalty for the male committing the rape would be death.”

Both girls wrote – MUST REMAIN PURE UNTIL EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY, WILL BE EXPELLED FROM PACK IF FOUND OTHERWISE.

“For the first year, until your sixteenth birthday, the only physical contact you will be allowed will be for Anthony to scent your neck and hair and pull you into his side, never fully against your front or back.  When you are watching TV or at the movies, you will be allowed to sit next to him and he will be allowed to hold your hand or put his arm over your shoulder and you may lay your head on his shoulder.  Am I clear on this?” Rose asked looking Sophia straight in the eye.

“Yes, mama,” said Sophia and wondered when their first official date would be and what they would do.  She was so excited that she hoped that she would be able to sleep tonight.  She was glad Maria was staying overnight; at least they would be able to talk about this privately.

Dutifully both girls wrote – scenting allowed, able to hold hands and have his arms around our shoulder, embrace from the side only, no hugging from the front or back. NO KISSING.  Sophia followed the ‘no kissing’ rule with a frownie face and when Maria saw it she grinned. 

“By now, I’m sure most of the Pack knows about the declaration since the entire school was present at the party.  The Pack grapevine will take care of the rest I’m sure, but Alpha Carlo will make the formal announcement at the next Full Moon Ceremony.  Your teachers at South Mountain High will also be made aware of the situation and they will also be keeping an eye on the two of you.  What you need to worry about more then that though is your brothers and cousins,” said Rose.  “And I’m sure they will do everything to make sure the rules are followed to the letter, if not make up their own rules.”

Both girls wrote – teachers will be aware, watch out for brothers and cousins being even more overprotective then usual.  Follow our motto and kick some ass if needed.

“We will have to discuss with your father what exactly he is permitting Anthony to do as far as his courtship with you.  I’m sure they are discussing you driving to school with Anthony and coming over for dinner and other things.  Once the men figure out what they will allow, we will look at what rules they put into place and we will change them and add some as we see fit,” Rose said with a smile at her daughter. 

“Don’t let my son dictate to you what you can or cannot do Sophia.  If you want to do something, then do it, as long as it doesn’t put you into danger.  Male Weres can be dominating, but if you explain to them you want to do something, they will generally fall over themselves to make you happy.  And if all else fails, then look at him with tears in your eyes, and say ‘Please Anthony’ in a pleading voice.  It is a typical female trick to get what we want, but it works every time,” said Gina.

“You know that trick very well Sophia, you use it on your father and brothers all of the time,” said Rose with a laugh.  “And Maria, I’ve seen you give that look a hundred times too, we have both taught you well.”

Both girls giggled as they wrote – don’t put up with dominating behavior from our mate, explain what we want and if we don’t get our way, use ‘the pouty puppy dog look’ with tears.

“We will have more meetings as things progress with your courtship, just remember to relax and have fun. Do either of you have any questions?” asked Rose.

“Mama, do you think Daddy will let Anthony come over to the house as much as he did before?” Sophia asked.

“I’m sure he will; remember Anthony was best friends with Gianni, Marcus, Lorenzo and Damian before he felt the mating pull.  As long as he follows the rules, I’m sure he will be allowed to see you as much as he wants,” said Rose with a smile at her only daughter.

“Madame Gina, does Anthony like to go shopping?  Maria and I go shopping every Saturday morning, and I wonder if he would like to come with us.  We usually go out to lunch and depending on the boy’s schedules, sometimes we go bowling or to the movies afterwards too,” asked Sophia with a shy look on her face. 

“I’m sure Anthony would love to go to spend time with you.  I’ll be honest, he has no interest in shopping and I bet he hasn’t been to the mall in years, but I bet he changes his mind pretty quick especially if both you and food are involved.  That boy loves to eat,” Madame Gina said with a smile to Sophia.

“Can you tell me what his favorite foods are, especially cookies,” asked Sophia.

“Sure, Anthony likes Peanut Butter Blossoms; you know those peanut butter cookies with the Hershey’s Kiss on them.  As far as food, the boy will eat anything you put in front of him, but he seems to favor steak and au gratin potatoes.  He also likes to drink Sweet Tea, but without lemon.”

Sophia wrote in her notebook – bribe Anthony with food if needed, likes to eat.  Cookies – peanut butter blossoms.  Food – steak and au gratins.  Drink – sweet tea without lemon, try and get him to like lemon.

“Madame Gina, is Anthony still planning on going to the University of Maryland?  I remember him talking to my brothers about going and he wanted to study Business Administration.  I hope that doesn’t change, since I am planning on going too,” asked Sophia.  “Maria and I want to study Landscape Architecture and Management and work with our fathers after we graduate.  Right now, all the landscaping is done with subcontractors, but after we graduate it will be a subdivision of Carlucci Construction.”

“Yes Sophia, Anthony is planning on attending MD, as all Pack members do who want to go to college.  South Mountain Pack has a lot of influence at U of MD, but you still need to keep your grades up to ensure admission.  The future of the Pack depends on the younger generation,” stated Madame Gina.  “We have Pack members as Doctors, lawyers, business leaders and even the Assistant Chief of Police and most of his department, not to mention a Senator.  Our Pack is more diverse then other packs, but Alpha Carlo and the Beta’s feel it is in our best interest to assimilate ourselves into positions of power in the human world to further Pack interests.  These positions of power enable us to maintain our secret and enhance our Packs safety.” 

“Is there anything else before we rejoin the men?  It’s almost 12:45 AM, and I’m sure Anthony would like to say goodnight to you before he leaves,” asked Rose with a smile aimed towards Sophia and Maria.

“No ma’am,” both girls responded and jumped up and started fixing Sophia’s hair and Maria tried smoothing the wrinkles out of her dress.

“Mama, do you think I have time to run-up and get myself fixed up a little before the men come upstairs?” asked Sophia as the two best friends edged towards the door.

“Make it quick, I’m sure Anthony is in a hurry to see you,” responded Rose, but both girls were already running down the hallway giggling. 

“Oh my,” said Rose throwing herself back on the sofa.  “That was one of the hardest things I’ve done as a mother.  At least when Maria goes through this, she will already be familiar with the process and hopefully it will make it easier on you Annie.”

“I think you did a marvelous job Rose.  Sophia and Maria are both wonderful girls and if my little Angelica had lived, I hope she would have been just like them,” said Gina with tears in her eyes.  Both women came over and hugged her, the heartbreak both women felt for their friend hadn’t diminished in the fourteen years since her only daughters’ stillbirth. 

“I’m so sorry Gina, I never even thought about how hard this must be for you,” said Rose with tears streaming down her face.  “Please forgive me.”

“The two of you have been my best friends since we were little ones and you have always offered me comfort in my deepest sorrow,” said Gina, quietly sobbing as she was held by Rose and Annie.  “Sometimes the only comfort I have been able to feel is to watch your daughters grow into the women I hoped my Angelica would have become.  I’ve always considered myself as a second mother to both of your girls, and I thank you for allowing me that.”

As the women held each other and cried quietly, they strengthened their bond as women, friends and mothers.  Gina allowed her memories and images of Angelica to wash over them through the mental bond, the joy that was felt upon learning of her pregnancy, the first sonogram, seeing Anthony rub his moms belly and talk to his sister, Carlo in a children’s store picking out little dresses with a smile on his face.  Then the darker memories and images came.

Gina and Anthony on the way to the Rossi’s store, going through the intersection and getting hit broadside by someone who ran the red light.  The pain was intense, but it only caused the women to hold each other tighter, then darkness descended.  Followed by the bright lights of the operating room as they tried to save Gina and Angelica, but there was no hope for the beautiful little girl. 

Gina allowed Rose and Annie to see the memories and images she had never shared before, Carlo holding his little girl with tears streaming down his face and whispering words of love and comfort she would never hear, telling his precious daughter she would be called Angelica, because she would always be his little Angel in heaven.  Carlo whispering she shouldn’t be scared because her grandparents were waiting for her in heaven and would take care of her until her mommy and daddy got there and he would love her always, then bringing her little body up to his face and memorizing her scent knowing it would be the last time he held his precious little girl.  

The three friends quietly held on to each other as their sobs slowly lessened.  No words were needed between the lifelong friends as they felt the love and companionship flow between them. 

They gradually heard sounds of laughter, footsteps on the stairs, the refrigerator opening and their youngsters and mates talking.  They looked at each other and smiled knowing that no matter what heartache presented itself, they would get through it together as always.  With a last look at each other, they wiped their faces with the tissues Rose provided and prepared to join their families. 

“Where is Sophia?” was the first thing the women heard clearly.  They looked at each other, smiled and held hands tightly as they entered the kitchen.

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